Repetition Rejection

I'm feeling self-conscious about my revolution post. Maybe just cuz I know it won't interest a lot of people. Plus I probably come off as being pretty judgmental. I'm just surprised that I get so many hits on this site, it makes me feel pretty good. I really don't like keeping my thoughts to myself so much. but the thoughts are there either way and I'm certainly not gonna pretend I'm something I'm not, so feel free to psychoanalyze me. I was very unimpressed by the psychology courses I took at UCC. I mean, you learn the basics, but that's exactly the problem. It's way too fundamental and basic, very unfulfilling. Plus it convinced me that I had latent schizophrenia. That was not fun. At all. Horrible. I wonder if I censor myself on here. I guess I must a little.

Remember that guy that t-boned me (I mentioned it in my very first post I think), well now he's denying fault and ICBC is making us split the deductiible. Even though he left the scene of the accident. Even though the physics don't make sense for me to be at fault. I'm gonna have to fight this.....

I tried to talk to my sister and she won't tell me what drugs my dad has been doing, but it's clear he's doing something. I don't think she trusts me anymore. I snapped on her for being so complacent about my dad's drinking problem. I really hope he' not doing coke again. ugh..... say something positive.....

My computer's hard drive is full now. I filled it up with music so fast, after it crashed in the summer. I gotta sort through it again. Sorting through music can be so hard. What I decide to keep totally depends on my mood. I deleted anything even remotely emo once just cuz I thought it was making me miserable, although it probably was. I think we'd be pretty boring without music. Finding somebody that likes the music I'm showing them is so rewarding, although i like way too much diverse stuff for someone to share all my passions. It's tough too find someone that like Drum n Bass AND Punk. Trina's probably the friend with the widest musical tastes....

Belvedere - Anesthetic (awesome opening riff), Bad Decisions, Closed Doors, Elementally Regarded, Home Ice Advantage, Repetition Rejection, Subhuman Nature, Three's a Crowd, The Only Problem With Wishful Thinking

I'm starting to feel better. Thanks Belvedere......