On the throne of Existence....

I seem to have fallen behind in my updates, although I suppose it'll allow some people to catch up. My lack of posts certainly isn't for lack of thought. I've been pondering a lot since I watched that movie (What The Bleep Do We Know). I have all these half-formed ideas, but none of them I feel confident to express. It is clear to me now that we, as beings, are capable of more than I previously thought, even though I already had high hopes. Maybe I need to go for a long walk to organize some thoughts. I definately need to watch that movie again and maybe find someone to talk to that is more familiar with the ideas rasied in the movie. Bronwyn's step-dad is one of the most inspiring people I've met and I've only talked to him for less than 30 minutes. He certainly is evidence of what lies ahead down this road of self-determination and reality manfestation, and he strongly recommended this movie. He's writing 3 books simultaneously, HA!. I have begun to believe more in more that we are the masters of our domain, but I think I'm ready to take is to a new level. Or maybe I'm not ready. I believe meditating is a good way to start expanding my potential. Lately though, I've had no trouble meditating to the point where my body falls away (at least to some degree), yet I find that I still maintain a thought process and can't seem to breakthrough to the emptiness of mind that I am seeking. I guess I just need to practice more. I should commit myself to my dreams more too and start writing them down everyday. I encourage all of you to write down your dreams, it's really not that hard to do, and it only takes about a week before you see results. A pen and paper beside your bed is all that you need, just make sure to write it all down before you have a chance to forget anything. My dream last night spanned two full days and I'd stayed up the whole time, partying apparently

The book I'm reading is becoming every interesting and I'ms tarting to remember jsut how wild the first book was. I don't think anyone would be disappointed in reading it. The author is Carlos Castaneda, and he's quite infamous, although he's dead now. his first book was called The Teachings of Don Juan, and I'm reading the second book now, A Separate Reality. I think there's at least 4 more books in the series and then as a seprate but still sequential reading, there's The Art of Dreaming, which is a compilation of what the author learned during his apprenticeship with Don Juan.